They Were Right

They were showing a blond shemale being fucked in the perfect angle to display her flaccid penis and the big schlong that was sliding most of the way into her stretched hole. I started thinking about the few shemale porns I'd seen and how it was so annoying that they were usually impotent. Then I noticed the blinking red circle in the corner. In the movie one of the gangbang team reached around to grab the sissy little flailing penis. That's when I felt a hand grasp my little flapping softee. It was me! Being video taped!

I tried to fight, then, but it was more like squirming as I was now being stimulated in a new way... a gay way... with a man's firm, yet plump cock in my mouth; some guy was alternately stretching my rubbery penis out, jerking it with thumb and forefinger tightly overlapped behind the engorged head, and flopping it against my body or swinging it around in a circle; and, I still could barely believe it but for the pain, a big erection was fucking my back door in long strokes.

I was still squealing and gagging slightly, but I couldn't help it - my body was responding to the pleasure beneath the pain and the emotions. In that brief moment when I thought it was a sissy gangbang video I was watching, I felt more turned on than violated. Of course now I was feeling more humiliated than ever, but I knew my penis was growing a bit more. This made me feel even more violated, and felt a sense of dread knowing that my very reluctant first gay experience was being immortalized.

But wait, I wasn't gay! I was straight, I didn't want this! I like women! I chanted this over and over, but I saw on the screen that my cock was semi-erect. Well, it seemed mostly hard when it was waved around, but appeared to be only a few inches in length. I was confused and shamed beyond belief, but seeing how puny my penis really was on TV was totally humiliating! I actually tried to will myself to full erection, but was filled with doubts -- oh my god! Was I gay after all.