first experience

I was a young man working in Tampa doing landscape maintenance for a large company. I was in charge of a shopping mall. In the winter, there is not much work to do, so I had free time during the day. This was in the 1980’s so there was no internet. To watch porn, you went to bookstores which may have small cubicles always in the back of the store to watch porn by the quarter. Enter the cubicle, pull shut the curtain, load in some quarters and enjoy. It was a beautiful February day, so at lunch time I grabbed a burger and headed over to the bookstore. I found a movie (a loop) which piqued my interest so I entered the cubicle and slide in some quarters. I was just starting to watch when the curtain moved and in stepped another man. He was older and taller than me. I did not know what to do; I froze. He made some comment about the loop but I stared at the screen. I soon felt his hand on the front of my pants; gently cupping and plying my penis. My mind was racing as I had never been with a man in my life and didn’t consider myself gay. Next, my zipper was going down. His hand quickly found my cock which was very hard now. He was massaging my penis, stroking it, asking if I enjoyed it. I could not speak but I was truly enjoying this unthinkable thing. My pants were starting to drop as he had one hand on my cock and the other on my ass. Just then the quarters ran out and the loop stopped. It startled me and the man. He said "one minute, I’ll get quarters”. He vanished out of the cubicle leaving me standing there with my pants at my knees. It had been a magical time with his hands on me. But I never considered myself to be with a man. My mind was flooded. I panicked. I pulled up my pants and bolted from not only the cubicle but the bookstore. I got into my truck trembling with excitement. I pulled out my cock and in about three strokes, I blow a huge load all over the steering wheel. Now that was decades ago, but I still dream of it and wish there were still cubicles for me to try again.c